2.26.2004

Well...

It seems that God is truly smiling upon my family and I. I know that God loves us and is always waiting for us to turn to him. I just pray that I can be the good seed that was sown on the good ground... that bear's fruit 100x fold!

I know that I let life get to me at times, and I let the things of this world get to me. At any rate, I just wanted to say that I love you dear God and I am very thankful for all the wonderful times, and things that you have given me. I know that I have been down a few roads in my path of life... and I know whatever lay ahead of my family and I that you will be there with us!

Thank you God for this wonderful, wonderful day! And thank you for a wonderful wife, daughter, new baby on the way! And also for given me the ability to work and provide for such a wonderful family!

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2.25.2004

God is a wonderful God, he rains from heaven above...

Sorry I have that song stuck in my head!

Anyway, God has blessed my wife and family again, yesterday found out that we were approved for the Apt we wanted to move into... anyway I am very thankful for this and hope and pray that my wife and I can live within our means, save up, and also give!

thank you God for this wonderful day!

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2.24.2004

Co-worker out

Found out today that a co-worker will not be making it in. His dad is very sick, and got worse during the night.

I would like to ask that anyone who reads this please pray for the Hall family. This guy at work is a really good guy, and I have never meet his father, but I do not even want to think about what I would do if I found out that my father was very sick.

Thank you God for giving me a wonderful dad, mom, lil' borther, wife, kids, and the rest of my loving and caring family!
And please anyone that reads this, if your family is still around tell them you love them... forget about anything that might have caused you not to be close to them and use this time to get close to your family.
May God be with all those who are lost, and without hope! And guide those that believe in him, and have hope!

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2.23.2004

Well

So Feb. is almost gone... and a lot is still going on in my life. God has truly blessed me. Just like today, a guy at work who I thought really did not like me, well we hit it off and I learned something from him and I in turn taught him something.

He showed me about ebay, and how to do it right and I introduced him to pricewatch. It is wonderful! A perfect time, because I have been looking for something Amy (my wife!) could do while she is going to be at home.
Also we may be moving to the River, which my wife is so excited about! It is truly a blessing to have God working in your life! I just have to so thank you God for this wonderful day!

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2.20.2004

Been a week...

Well, it has been a week since I have posted... sorry to anyone that reads this!
God is so wonderful to me, and part of My pray now is that I can truly develop and honest open realtionship with God!

God has blessed me with a lot of chances in life... I may have a few desicions to make about work, were I am going to live, and so forth.
Something very cool though, is that I am finally starting on a small game! Called lya, and the site for it will be (for now) bytestud10.skillaid.com.

Nothing there but a cheap looking text based template. Anyway the goal of this is to go through the entire Game Development process and document each step. And if a nice, neat little web game comes of it then so be it!

Anyway like I said God has truly blessed me with all kinds of things for me to learn, do, chances in life, and I am just so so thankful. On top of that, God has blessed me with a wonderful carrying, supporting family that is always behind me 100%!

thank you God for all the wonderful days, and the dails of tribulation... for in both, you are there!
thank you so much, and praise be to you, Heavenly Father!

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2.12.2004

A lot going on...

Well God has blessed me with another wonderful week... full of surprises, chanalleges, etc.
There are a lot of changes going on, and so I have been so busy... I hate that I have not wrote here in the past few days...

At any rate... pray for thos who are on drugs and down and out on life... I came from a drug abuse life, I lived it for about 4 years, and God blessed me to guide me out fo it.. and I now I know someone who is fighting their way through this!

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2.09.2004

A lot to learn...

Over the weekend, I had a lot of moments in which I thought to myself, I have a lot to learn. You see, I realize that I am still an infant in the spirtual world!

God really use's events and things to shape you, and to teach you. Like the other night, A person came up to my parents house who they have not seen in 25 years. (so might as well be a stranger) and my Dad, welcomed him into our home, was a good host to him and very nice.
I can honestly say that I would not be as welcoming as my dad was. I have a lot to learn.
My cousin is going through so things, his family kicked him out of the house. Even if he did some bad things, and needed some help, turning your back on him is not the answer. So my dad, accepted him into their home and is trying to figure out what is going on, but also help him. I have a lot to learn

My wife was talking about my cousin, and she told me if you would think about it... He is doing these things to get attetion because frankly I don't think anyone has every believed him or in him. So again I say I have a lot to learn.

In each case, I would most likely acting fool heartedly or out of my own ignorance and boasted on about life. Thank you God for teaching me and letting me learn the way things should be handled, thank you for having patience, and I pray that my name is writen in the book of life!

In Jesus Christ name, I pray for those today that are troubled and bothered. That have no one to believe in them, that they may know you do!

May God bless us all!

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2.06.2004

Yesterday...

It was a sad day yesterday... found out that one of my co-workers Neice's got killed, shot to death! he had to leave (of course) as soon as he found out!

Then another co-workers father had a heart attack, and today another co-workers wife had to be taken to the hospital because she was sick! So it was one of those days... but still a day to be thankful for! Even though such things happened God was in them, and was,is and will be in control!

And today is a good day, because I woke up, thanked God, looked unto my wife's eyes and told her I loved her, and kissed my little daughter on the forehead as she was asleep! Truly a wonderful day!
Thank you God!

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2.05.2004

A heavy heart

Well I got told last night that an old friend of mine left her husband, left her child, and is possibly on drugs.

If anyone is reading this please pray for my old friend Andri. The last time I seen or heard from her was my Wedding in October. I lost contact with her, and well I just heard about this last night.
Anyway don't really know how to take it, other than pray for her. I hope she is ok, and I am most worried about her poor child.

You see same things happened to her when she was growing up, and now looks like the same thing is going to happen to her child. I hope that the viscous cricle can be broken, and hopefully she will come back around. My trust is in God, as always and whatever happens will be for the best.

I am praying for you Andri! May God guide you home! :'(

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2.04.2004

Well some changes...

I am sure you all recall me talking about Forgivable software, and forgivable.net. Well this has stopped, and not going to happen.

Just one of those things, that (1) I did not have the time (2) I thought that I might be trying to push the wrong things as far as software technology. I wanted to create a Christian based P2P software suite for collaboration. Just not right now...

So I say goodbye to Forigvable software, and hello to skillaid.com!
Maybe I can help out people in my field of technology, and also bring in Jesus into the IT world!

At any rate, I am very thankful for the chances God gives me and the the failures that occur, in which we learn so much from!
Thank you God for this wodnerful day!

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2.03.2004

Feb

Well the month of love is here... I have to find something nice for my wife. she is so wonderful and I am so blessed to have her, Emily, and the new baby in my life! God is truly wonderful and has blessed me with a wonderful loving family!

Thank you God for this wonderful day! And thank you God for being in my life!

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